WOHOOOO! celebrations cmon!

She's my angel.
She's my sister.
She's where i fall onto.
She's where i get up and find myself.
She's everything you need.
She's everything you're got.
She's Siti Fairuz.

Happy BIG 20 Dearest SISTER!

This i promise you.

I promise to answer whenever you call.
I promise to hug you whenever you need the comfort.
I promise to take your hand whenever you need something to hold on to.
I promise to love you, no matter what it takes.

1 more day to 10 mths baby....=P

What?!

Yes, world.

You wanna see how i break down and cry right?
You want me to crumble and beg and wail, dont you?
Push it world. Push me.

Breakfast yeay!

mood: tired but contented
music listening to: -nil-
crazy desire: lava chocolate cake with vanilla ice cream

Today was breakfast with baby and the girls!!!!! DAMN POWER LAH DEY! hehehe...i had fun. though my head was drumming its rock beats and im so trying to focus on what i was cooking, but in the end the breakfast was fine. perfect rather. though the food may not be like whow but its well, a humble breakfast =P hehehe! im glad baby agreed to come and join us. A long awaited kiss had been fulfilled whoooohoooo! And baby whispered something to me just now which made me smile till now. Haha! And bitches, today eu guys look so great and i dont. Booohooooohoooo! Anyway, thank you for making my morning a wonderful one cause i have my important loved ones early in the morning with me taking breakfast on the same table. TOGETHER. I LOVE ALL OF YOU.

Ok. im stupid today. hahah! i read school as sichuoy. i was looking at my reflection at some notice board outside the toilet when i bumped onto the railings and almost fell over. damn paisey lahhh! ahhaha. ok today im a total bimbo. period.

Good day world! =D

loneliness, i'm sorry

mood: empty
music listening to: dear life-anthony hamilton
crazy desire: hug baby and say im sorry

I miss him. Missing him so much. The night seemed so still and lonely. I shouldnt have carried on with the argument. I could have stopped it when he apologized. But the STUPID me carried on. Fck. I hate myself for doing that.

Baby, im sorry. Im gonna be here for you ok? Im so sorry. IMY & ILY.

Laugh.

mood: lighthearted
music listening to: none except for the sound of blowing my nose
crazy desire: hug and kish baby now


Spent the new year's eve playing bowling with wan and friends...laughing2...him being so confident can strike....hahahah! Funny lah b...then we went to Habibi to have supper...fun fun fun!

And today, just came back from lepaking with all of them also at Coffee Bin. HAAHHAHA! I swear, looking at their old pics sure made me laugh so bad! ahhaha...so funny lah each of them. certain pics mcm boyband...ahahaha! had such a good laugh...

And i love my baby. <3

*sidenotes*
kakak, we're with you.