the trip to to my roots

hey my fellow readers...

the princess is back from her malacca trip!!!

this trip is definitely much more fun compared to previous trips...

cuz i am now close to boboy a.k.a asha and lan a.k.a kike...theyre outreageously funny, bitchy and a hell lot of fun to hang out with. we had open conversations and they shared how the community had been harsh on them. all those makciks...can bitch only but never look at their children. at least they have a good head on their shoulders. boboy..he is like a known fashion designer in malaysia..had designed clothes for fashion shows...his designs are cool stuffs...from wedding gowns to traditional clothings...lan..a make-up artist..goegeous tauu his make-up!!!! i heart them and beginning to miss them so much...dey very gerek! then that day we had a girls night out! me, kak ain, boboy, lan, shira, bella. fun ghilerrr...kak ain drove us there..we were like sesat on the way to mahkota parade and on the way back. haha..den met like different kinda people...met this gorgeous arab guy...whoooo!!! haha..we just smiled at each other...haiz...hes damn gorgeous! den i went another time with my family den guess whut...i met herzie!!!! like out of all places..mahkota parada at malacca!! we were like soo shocked!!! mummy shopped for her clothes, adik2 shopped for tops and mine inside2..hahah...then at night we had this joget lambak. its a known tradition for malaysians tho ive never heard of it. its usually done after majlis perkahwinan. but i thot joget lambak like joget traditional...but the teens spoiled it with crazy dances and with them being drunk and all..howd i noe? cuz i culd smell it. yes..i was pulled in to dance but i only dance the traditional song and i didnt dance with any of the guys...cuz they stink and yucky and eww disgusting..i was eyeing on the keyboardist..hehe he like soo cute and didnt like join to dance...hehe soo haawt...soo d joget lambak was kinda dissapoinying. it shuld be for like u noe d oldies...joget zapin ker or sth liddat...they look so jakun like dat..like heluuu if u wanna dance liddat dance ar clubs lahh...nonsense! in front of makcik2 summore...nenek2 oso haf..nonsense!

anyways yeahh thats all whut happened...i ate alot during this trip..ahha...am soo mmuch fatter now...ok missing my gorgeous darlings and sister fie...muakz2 to all readers!

hugs and kisses,
princess hiesha

bidding goodbye

im leaving for malacca in a few hours time so in the meantime please dont miss me...hehehe and take care of yourself. help me pray that my whole family return home safely kae...insyallah...

till den,
princess heisha wanna kiss all her:
darlings
friends
bitches
partners

love

trouble arises when love enters into your life.
problems you will face when love knocks on the door.
pain that you will face when you have to work hard for that love.

a relationship should be based on three things.
love. trust. loyalty.
when one is not present.
the whole relationship fails.

but all the hard times you will face will be paid off.
when you stay true to your heart.
and when you will feel the love is repaid with her/his entire heart.

love is blind.
but dont ever be blinded by love.

love is exceptionally wonderful.
but dont get too obsessed cause when it hurts you.
it hurts you real bad.

why do i want to find love?
simply because i want that empty space inside me.
to be filled with his love.
and in his heart.
will be filled with my love.

why do i want to find love?
because i want to share my happiness and pain with him.
so that i know i am not alone.
and he knows that i am here when he needs me.

why do i want to find love?
simply.
to love.
and to be loved.

love may hurt badly.
but love may give you eternal happiness.

love.
who knows what it really means.

but all it takes is someone to believe in it.
and it will spread.
like the warmth of the suns rays.
and it will instill.
a glow of hope
in each of us.
that love exists.

love.
love those who loves you.
love.
love those around you.
love.
and never forget those who yearns for your love.

FARAH. ZIE. SERI. OOZE.

last night was a blast.
it was the most fun moments i spent with my darlings after what seemed like ages.

we laughed. we shared. we screamed. we hugged. we smiled.

i missed all of them.
farah. zie. seri. ooze.
and last night was our get-together-session.

and yes.
i felt like as if all my sadness was flushed away with their presence.

and farah's presents to me!
*whee*
she gave me this gorgeous painting of paris.
and 2 bars of swiss chocs.
gorgeously yummeh!

=) yeahh...ate them already...ehhe

she shared after so long keeping it from us.
and that im truly glad.
said things that has been bothering her.
and that im truly glad.

i questioned.
hoping that give her some answers and solutions to her problems.
and i am truly proud.
of the rest of my darlings
who are still behind and supporting this darling of ours.

yes hunneh..we will always be here for you.
just be careful.

we ate lunch.
watched saw3...
screamed like piglets who wanna be slaughtered.

ok wait. do i just call ourselves piglets???
shit.
WE ARE NOT OK!

it was gory but not all that wonderful.
but i enjoyed it nevertheless.
cause i watched it with my loved ones.

my darling mummy cooked for us spaghetti.
and me and my brother made pancakes for desert.
pancakes with ice cream on top.

ok correction.
he baked it.
i just suggested the idea.

im a hell of a cook.
NOT!

and we slacked. camwhore. laughed.

i miss them like crazy.

i love my darlings....

FARAH. ZIE. SERI. OOZE.

SAMBA PEEPS....

a trip to the national library.
with the samba peeps.
was daarn fun.
and yes. studying. NOT!

enjoyed the company.
laughed throughout.
with andika's jokes and fadz's nonsense and bambang's lameness and izad and nigel's gay moments.
was memorable!

played some "babi" game.
yes the game is called "babi".
nonsense...ahah...
kesian shikin...she was made the queen of babi..ahha YES. QUEEN OF BABI.
nonsense ryte??!!!

me and fadhilah couldnt stop laughing.
hahahaha...
was darn fun!!!
wheee!!!!

and today i shall announce it to everyone.

I AM PREPARED TO FAIL MBS.
CUZ I DIDNT STUDY!
AND THO I SHOULDNT BE PROUD.
I AM HAPPY.
CUZ I DONT HAFTA STUDY FOR MBS.
CUZ I DUNT WANNA SCORE.
CUZ I HATE THE TEACHER.
AND I DONT SEE THE POINT OF STUDYING IT.
CUZ ITS USELESS.
AND BORING.
AND CRAP.
AND CUZ IM LAZY!

hahahah

signing off,
lazy princess

Usher and Babyface - Cater to You

all i need is someone who can cater to me. sing to me hunneh.

just leave.

yes im rude.

yes im pathetic.

yes im insensitive.

go to hell what you think dude.

accept me for who i am.

for what i believe in.

for what im passionate for.

if not,

just leave.

p.s. ive tried wanting to compromise but you didnt say yes to it. so to hell with ya.

signing off,

the damned princess.

Beyonce - Ring The Alarm (Official Full Video)

duntcha dare be with another woman!

beyonce - naughty girl (video)

can i be your naughty girl tonight hunneh?

just one night.

beyonce -listen on oprah show

listen to the live one.

Beyonce Listen

Listen to my heart singing.

that girl is me.

i am happy the way it is now.

am happy that we are friends.

though not close YET.

but we will soon to be.

missing my gurls....

signing off,

princess hiesha

welcome home brother.

Welcome Home (You)

welcome home brother!

loving you always....

thank you for all the gifts...

theyre beautiful...

loving you like never before.

irreplaceable

beyonce - irreplaceable

To the left
To the left
To the left
To the left
To the left
To the left
Everything you own in the box to the left
In the closet that’s my stuff – Yes
If I bought it nigga please don’t touch
And keep talking that mess, that’s fine
But could you walk and talk at the same time
And It’s my mine name that is on that Jag
So remove your bags let me call you a cab

Standing in the front yard telling me
How I’m such a fool – Talking about
How I’ll never ever find a man like you
You got me twisted

You must not know about me
You must not know about me
I could have another you in a minute
matter fact he’ll be here in a minute – baby

You must not know about me
You must not know about me
I can have another you by tomorrow
So don’t you ever for a second get to thinking you’re irreplaceable

So go ahead and get gone
And call up on that chick and see if she is home
Oops, I bet ya thought that I didn’t know
What did you think I was putting you out for?
Cause you was untrue
Rolling her around in the car that I bought you
Baby you dropped them keys hurry up before your taxi leaves
Standing in the front yard telling me
How I am such a fool – Talking about
How I’ll never ever find a man like you
You got me twisted

You must not know about me
You must not know about me
I could have another you in a minute
matter fact he’ll be here in a minute – baby

You must not know about me
You must not know about me
I will have another you by tomorrow
So don’t you ever for a second get to thinking you’re irreplaceable

So since I’m not your everything
How about I’ll be nothing
Nothing at all to you
Baby I wont shead a tear for you
I won’t lose a wink of sleep
Cause the truth of the matter is
Replacing you is so easy

To the left
To the left
To the left
To the left
To the left
To the left
Everything you own in the box to the left

To the left
To the left

Don’t you ever for a second get to thinking you’re irreplaceable

You must not know about me
You must not know about me
I could have another you in a minute
matter fact he’ll be be here in a minute – baby

You must not know about me
You must not know about me
I can have another you by tomorrow
Don’t you ever for a second get to thinking you’re irreplaceable

You must not know about me
You must not know about me
I could have another you in a minute
matter fact he’ll be be here in a minute – baby

You must not know about me
You must not know about me
I can have another you by tomorrow
Don’t you ever for a second get to thinking you’re irreplaceable

ouch.

you are not close to me. seriously.

it takes those words to make me speechless.

just those words.

ouch!

signing off,
princess.

shall we dance tonight?

your touch.
your smile.
your eyes.

they took my breath away tonight.

a night full of music and dancing.
a night of relieving stress.
a night that is full of excitement and enjoyment.

danced through the night.

you took my hand and take me away.
to a place where i dreamed of being.
to a world full of people like us.

the moment was ours to enjoy.

however i do not wish to ruin what we have now.
what we have bulit so far.
frienship.

if its meant to be, it'll be.

thank you to the rest who made my day much more worth it tho i was sooo lethargic in d morning.

bambang.
enjoyed dancing witya just now! whee! had soo much fun!

ama.
whee getta grind wit my beloved chicken!

faz.
yeayhh. todae we high...no bf can..ahhaha....had soo much fun dancing witya!

sister.
hahah..had your time kak? hahah...WELL! yang penting kita dua happy! wheee!

bijan.
thanks for the picture. ku syg mu bijan!

dayah.
hehe u were hott jus now...did ur thang..haha sexyy uu....

samir.
thank you. thank you so much.

dramatec frens.
had sooo much fun just now! and fadz kiter sorrie kae...we promise we'll do much better next time! u were great in stage just now. same goes wit pika! whooo! sexyyyy....

samba frens.
hehe...girlss...had soo much fun knowing u all...while dancing...one day kiter semuer kluar lagi n bambang n all kae...korg gerek uh...haha...n to andika...thanks for calling me kampung! thanks ehh! and to razis...im in love wit ur hair...like seriously...and to the other guy...sorrie dunno ur name..forgot uh..ahah...had fun wit all of u today!

till then, the drama queen signing off.
cuz she needs some sleep!

Thank God i found you....

every time spent with you
i appreciate.
every word you uttered
i listened.
every joke you made
i laughed.

that is what sisters are made of.

this heart is taking a moment of relaxation.
is taking a break.
from all the pain and the sufferings.

then you came with a smile.
that lighten up my life.
yes, we had made a pact
to..chill.

if its meant to be, it'll be.