i am just stressed up with exams right now. wish me luck people...!!! and i miss my abang yus soo much. i soo want to see him right after my exams. i love him with all my heart and it kills every part of me not being able to see him. haiz. i can only imagine him beside me. please god, let him be ok.

kakak is contented with her life. ehhehe...im glad. she deserves every part of it. she deserves to be happy. Hey Mr. you better make her happy!!!

kak ayu is getting engaged like reall soon. and im gonna help her with the gubahan and all. been ages since ive seen her. i soo cant wait till exams are over and zoom ill be at her house in no time! ahah...good luck kak!

izam is with a new girl. hope he is happy with her and i wish them all the best. please dont ever break my brother's heart again. i want him to keep believing in love. and abang, make sure u love her sincerely. i dont want you to be the guys whom i used to detest.

mummy is putting curfews on me. cause have been going back so late these days...am trying to understand her. love you mother!

anas...im sorry to hear about your grandfather. may god bless his soul and may he rest in peace.

farah...let him lead his life. as long as youre happy. we are here to make you smile!

seri...missing ya beb. hrmms sabar jer ok...

aziemah...sweetheart dont be soo sad...cmon there are many guys out there waiting for eu to notice them!

ama...love you muchos chicken!

fima...syg kau...hahah blaja ok! i oso sia!

drama...am missing acting soo much...

me? im trying to come out of the dark hole. im tired being sad and emotional always. hahah...its time i smile!

someone bring back princess hiesha's smile back please....

The lovely friend whom i will cherish till the day i die.

Dear asyraf,

i am sorry. i shouldnt have made you feel so worried about me. a great friend you have been. i treasure you so much that i am not going to let you go. be strong for syila ok. and if i have been an ass towards you, leave me alone to cool down and i promise you that ill come back to you right after i am ok. i am not going to let you go just because of me. i am going to sort myself out and i promise ill cherish you much more than what i have done. i will be the friend that you want me to be. thanks for being so patient and caring towards me. its ok. i can do this. its not about you. i am going to be ok.

thank you. thank you so much.

yours lovingly,
princess hiesha

Punishing, i am not.

the loneliness i felt.
is when i realised how much i love you.
how much hurt you have caused
when once again
you walked out of my life.

it never occurred to me
that you would do it again
after what i have provided
after what i thought that i could be
the heal to your wounds.

then you walked out on me
closing all doors behind
not even a look behind
to look whether i am even alright

you treated me like a rubber band
you think my life can be pulled till its taught
or you can let it go when you are sick of playing the band

had it ever occurred to you
that although rubber bands can be stretched
and let go
but it can be snapped?
it can snap in a split second.
and it will hurt soo much when it snaps?

my heart.
i dont even know what im feeling.
because it shattered into so many pieces
that i am lost finding them
and wanting to piece them back.

had it occur to you
that nothing hurts more
than you coming back into my life?

if you want to leave me
why did you come in the first place?
why did you tell me you love me?
why did you made me feel right?

i used to think
that i will never fall in love again
because im so lonely

BUT I AM NOT GOING TO DO THAT
I AM NOT PUNISHING MYSELF
BECAUSE YOU CHOSE TO WALK AWAY.

YOU CHOSE TO HURT ME
YOU CHOSE TO MAKE ME CRY
YOU CHOSE TO MAKE THAT MISTAKE AGAIN

IT WAS YOU WHO CHOSE
AND I DID NOT INSTIGATE ANYTHING

"aku sayang kau dengan seikhlasnya. kalau inilah balas cintaku padamu, aku terima dengan terbuka hati."

Dear god, please allow me to let him go willingly....

princess hiesha

Point of No Return

very haunting...

All I Ask of You

the best love song ever.

Think of Me

will you think of me?

Massari - Real Love VIDEO!!!

what is real love?

The loneliness

will i ever love again?

Aimless search.

the heart of a lonely soul
wandered around

roaming
searching
high and low

for the perfect person
to give her perfect answers
to her many questions

the heart of a lonely soul
wandered around

never rests
never stops
never gave up

in the middle of the night she finds the light
to brighten up her cold and dark days.
in the broad daylight she finds the passion
which will burn her through the chilly nights

the heart of a lonely soul
wandered around

in search of something new
in search of something big
in search of something special

will she ever find it?
will she triumph?
will she ever succeed?

the heart of a lonely soul
wandered around

aimlessly
with no guidance
or direction

but she wandered continuously
time will tell
when she will stop

till then
this heart of hers
shall wonder

alone
aimlessly
searching.

whenever you call....

Love wandered inside
Stronger than you
Stronger than I
And now that it has begun
We cannot turn back
We can only turn into one

I won't ever be too far away to feel you
And I won't hesitate at all
Whenever you call
And I'll always remember
The part of you so tender
I'll be the one to catch your fall
Whenever you call

And I'm truly inspired
Finding my soul
There in your eyes
And you
Have opened my heart
And lifted me inside
By showing me yourself
Undisguised

And I will breathe for you each day
Comfort you through all the pain
Gently kiss your fears away
You can turn to me and cry
Always understand that I
Give you all I am inside

asyraf

thank you for making me feel right.

i just wish that you can be moew patient with me.

thank you asyraf. thank you.

p.s: im sorry for like maki-ing you. but imnot sorry abt being angry with you. wheeee! ahhaa

princess hiesha daniels.

MANY QUESTIONS...UNANSWERED.

i am in total dissapointment with you.
how could you do this?

to your own family?
to yourself?
to everyone around you?

why?
why didnt you come and talk to me?
why?
why must you hurt yourself like this?
why?
why must you hurt others due to your childish acts?

why? whY? wHY? WHYYYY????

AGAIN...

this heart aches
thinking that you could just leave me like that.
this heart aches
thinking that you just threw the memories aside.
this heart aches
thinking that i meant nothing to you.

at least ive tried.

history repeated itself.
again i was threwn in the middle of the road.
again i felt so helpless.
again. and again. and again.

when is this gonna stop hidayah? when!?!?!?

at least i tried.

you left me.
for her.

hiesha.