Everywhere I Go-Katherine Mcphee

It's funny how you think you really know yourself
Like you would never lose yourself to someone else
And I was up to thinking it was all about you and me
Silly silly me
I should have never listened to a word you said
But I was always giving in to promises
I never should have gone for
I should never long for you no matter how hard it gets
And I want this to be over
I so want this to be through
In the end somehow it always comes back to you

Cause everywhere I go
No matter what I do boy
I just can't get you out of my head
So it annoys me
(You wasn't man enough)
To come and tell me
(That I was never the one)
Like you said I was
(You could have told someone)
You knew you didn't love me anymore

If you had only told me how you really felt
I could have put my feelings into someone else
But I was busy thinkin' I was where I was supposed to be
Silly silly me
But there was something 'bout you that I couldn't resist
Can't put my finger on it but whatever it is
I never should have stood for it
I know you're no good for me
And that's the way it is

And I want it to be over
I so want it to be through
In the end somehow it always comes back to you

Cause everywhere I go
No matter what I do boy
I just can't get you out of my head
So it annoys me
(You wasn't man enough)
To come and tell me
(That I was never the one)
Like you said I was
(You could have told someone)
You knew you didn't love me anymore

I tell myself
Get over you
It's over right
Right thing to do
And just when I thought I was done
You pull me in for another run
I can't take this
I won't take this
I can't do this
I Won't do it
Even if I know in the end somehow it always comes back to you

Cause everywhere I go
No matter what I do boy
I just can't get you out of my head
So it annoys me
(You wasn't man enough)
To come and tell me
(That I was never the one)
Like you said I was
(You could have told someone)
You knew you didn't love me anymore

Cause everywhere I go
No matter what I do boy
I just can't get you out of my head
So it annoys me
(You wasn't man enough)
To come and tell me
(That I was never the one)
Like you said I was
(You could have told someone)
You knew you didn't love me anymore

Cause everywhere I go
No matter what I do boy
I just can't get you out of my head
So it annoys me
(You wasn't man enough)
To come and tell me
(That I was never the one)
Like you said I was
(You could have told someone)
You knew you didn't love me anymore

-OUCH!

the truth

Let me tell you why I love him

Cause he is the truth
Said he is so real
And I love the way that he makes me feel
And if I am a reflection of him then I must be fly cause
his light it shines so bright I wouldn't lie

I remember the very first day that I saw him
I found myself immediately intrigued by him
Its almost like I knew this man from another life
Like back then maybe I was his husband and maybe he was my wife
And even, the things I don't like about him are fine with me
Because its not hard for me to understand him because he's so much like me
And its truly my pleasure to share his company
And I know that it's God's gift to breathe the air he breathes

How can the same man that makes me so mad
Turn right around and kiss me so soft
If he ever left me, I wouldn't even be sad, no
Cause there's a blessing in every lesson
And I'm glad that I knew him at all

I love the way he speaks
I love the way he thinks
I love the way he treats his mama
I love that gap in between his teeth
I love him in every way that a woman can love a man from personal to universal but most of all its unconditional

There ain't no substitute for the truth
either it is or isnt
cause he is the truth
you see the truth it, needs no proof
either it is or it isnt
Cause he is the truth
Now you know the truth by the way it feels
and if I am a reflection of him then I must be fly
cause he is yes he is
I wonder does he know

Im ready for love....

I am ready for love
Why are you hiding from me
I'd quickly give my freedom
To be held in your captivity

I am ready for love
All of the joy and the pain
And all the time that it takes
Just to stay in your good grace
Lately I've been thinking
Maybe you're not ready for me
Maybe you think I need to learn maturity
They say watch what you ask for
Cause you might receive
But if you ask me tomorrow
I'll say the same thing

I am ready for love
Would you please lend me your ear?
I promise I won't complain
I just need you to acknowledge I am here

If you give me half a chance
I'll prove this to you
I will be patient, kind, faithful and true
To a man who loves music
A man who loves art
Respect's the spirit world
And thinks with his heart

I am ready for love
If you'll take me in your hands
I will learn what you teach
And do the best that I can

I am ready for love
Here with an offering of
My voice
My Eyes
My soul
My mind

Tell me what is enough
To prove I am ready for love

I am ready

-india arie, ready for love

Two sides.

Love lifts us up to where we belong
But love can bring us down like a bullet shot through the soul.

Love can be as fantastically dreamy
but love can be as real as me and you.

Love can be as sweet smelling as the flowers in heaven
but love can be a stench that fills up the entire enclosed room.

Love can be as carefree as an eagle soaring through the sky
but love can rob as many opportunities that you possibly have.

Theres always two sides to a plate.
Theres always two sides to a mirror.
Theres always two sides to words.
Theres always two sides to a person.
Theres also two sides to love.

Observe...

love,
hiesha

Shedding those tears away...

tears.
tears that shed.
after soo long being hid under the facade.
under the busy world of life.

tears that are dying to wash away all the pain.
tears that are dying to tell a story.
tears that are dying to show the aching chaotic world inside the heart of a soul.

tears.
can you see them?
can you feel them?
do you understand them?

tears.
are meant as an attention grabber.
are meant for the aching soul to be healed.
are meant for you.

now, where are you?
cause these tears are meant for you.

Build vs. Robbing?

Have you ever wondered whether you have hurt someone?

just imagine.

you love your friend so much,
not knowing you are taking someone else's bestfriend?

you love your boyfriend so much,
not knowing you are robbing the love of another's?

you love yourself so much,
not knowing that you are withdrawing yourself from the world?

when you love, you feel that you are in the possession of the thing or person you love. however, what if it/the person belongs to someone else? ever thought you will rob someone of the opportunity of building love for him/herself? ever thought that when you think youre building love, youre actually destroying someone else's castle? you are here laughing with your boyfriend, but at the other end, someone else is crying because he left her for you? here you are feeling as if youre on top of the world, while she on the other hand is at the edge of a cliff?

selfish. you think?

random thoughts.

HAND DOWN SESSION

HAND DOWN SESSION WAS EVER SOOO TOUCHING!

heheh...the slides that the seniors (fadz and mas) was whow! just beautiful. ehhe...not mentioning my stupid face! eheh..

the performances put up by me kakak fifi charm and erik. am proud of all of them as we have managed to touch everyone there. though there were not many people who came, but the sense of achivement, to be able to touch people's hearts are just overwhelming and satisfying. i stumbled upon a few words..(eg. cekik bcomes kecik.) ahha..like wth?!

i just love the friendship that i have with fadz fifi and saba. i love our family of friendship. i seriously wanna grow old with you guys. not forgetting my fellow gurlfrens who stick by me thru thick and thin. i will be your umbrella ghurls...

i love the people around me. i just love them. Dear God, please dont take them away from me. Cant imagine life without them.

LOVE
family. friends. dearie. drama.

Missing my baby...

everytime when youre not here with me
a part of me is missing.
i feel incomplete.
im not whole.

when youre not holding me with your hands
im afraid
like the whole world is cowering above me
with noone protecting me.

when youre not looking me through those beautiful eyes
my life is dull
with grey and black all around me
the world turned to darkness.

please come back and shower me with your love.
please hold me like never before.
dont ever let me go.
need me like how i need you.

baby, i miss you so.