today was well ok...tiring...but oklah...
my brother got busted on his lip!!! damn whoever hit him! the skin was like half dangling...eww...the thought oof it grossed me...doctor asked him to stitch but him being a coward...he didnt want to...actualli if me oso i woudnt want that...soo they used some stoopid glue..super glue kot...?
hahaha
but seriously didnt noe abt that until i was in d car...mommy told me...kesian izam(altho hes younger den me i call him abg..hehhe)...shuddup ehh izam..heheh
newae...izam take care of yourself kae...and oOoO...i sooo love ice cream!!!!! he damn evil sia...actually im more lahh but oh well...haha i ate ice cream in front of him and cuz of his lip he cnt eat it..hahah and then he pinched my babat...annoying-ness!!!! hahahahhaha izam...apply the medication ok..jgn luper...and to d gf...i wish u guys all d best and like work things out with him ok...zam..ur lips look sooo sexy...NOT!!! ahhahah like donald duck! ahhaha...soo now ur d itik!!!! wakakakka...sorrie lahh...love you khairul nizam bin abdul aziz! wheeee*
IM JUST A FRIEND
how am i suppose to act normal
pretend that i do not love you
and you are just a friend to me
how am i suppose to convince myself
that you are not interested in me
and you are into someone else
who had dumped you
and licked back her saliva
and played you
again
again
and again
how am i suppose to make you realise
that you are making a mistake
but who am i to say that
im here for you
i love you
that you are always in my heart
that u deserve someone who loves you back
someone who is willing to cry with you
laugh with you
and smile with you
who am i to say that?
im just a friend.i want to comfort you
make you feel loved
hug you
make you feel warm
tell you
that things are gonna be alright
be your
bestfriend. girlfriend. soulmate
but who am i to ask for all that?
im just a friend.MY FRIENDS...SPECIAL FRIENDS...
seri, these may be new things for you but take things slowly ok...at your own stride...make sure first that he has feelings for you before u haf feelings for him. cause i dun wan u to end up like me.
zie, i miss you so much. though not much communication being done bet us, you are the only one who noes that no matter what you will always be remembered and loved. thanks for understanding. i shall be whatever you want me to be ok babe?
farah, sorrie that we didnt spend time that much nemore. that on ur birthdae it was not made special. that is was not how it used to be. that after a month then we're gna celebrate. im awfully sorrie...i really dno how to apologize nemore as i feel that i haf apologised alot but not doing anything abt it...ill work on this myself farah...i want us to be like we used to be..though not visually like meeting everyday and calling each other up, instead loving each other so much that they are always there in front of your eyes though not physically.
a special message to a special friend....
Farah,a special girl. a special friend. know that noone can replace you. you're one of a kind. someone who i can ask a frank opinion. who knows that althought truth hurts its always good to know the truth and not blinded by lies. someone whom i haf faith in. someone i love so much. someone who has went thru alot with me. someone whom after all the fights we had, she still trusts me and i truly trust her fully. someone who noes that i cnt be there always but when u need my help she noes ill be there. dear, nothing can separate us except death. happy belated birthday....
to seri and zie,
suddenly i feel like i wanna go back to secondary school. how we gossiped in d bus...how we slept early in d morn in d bus. how we had to stand each other's annoying-ness. how we always go back together. how when we enjoyed ourselves at farah's place usually. and occasionally mine. how i missed the cooking and baking sessions. d chilling sessions, d picnics...i miss you all sooooo much! dont ever leave me ok cause ill never leave you guys...from my memories nor my love for both of you...
childhood bestfriend...
to
ama, my chicken. my bytch. time was definitely not on our side this time. i rarely see you although we are in the same school but you should know better how much i love you. my childhood friend. who has grown so much as a person. as a friend. as a bestfriend. as a sister. as my bitching partner. who alwaes remind me.."dont forget your old friends dayah" i will never. trust me.
a friend. a bestfriend. a sister.
to my sister,
why do i feel that sometimes there is a space between us? issit because that we are just too stressed up these days or is there something that you're just hiding from me. i feel weird sometimes. just weird.
the lovely bitches...
to the bitches,
sorrie for not hanging out with u all these days...will haf lunch at itas one day ok?
to my bestfriends,
farah
seri
zie
ama
you all are loved...forever and always....
till then,
goodnyte
peace out
karma*
