Neglected.

How could you neglect me?

Do we?

HAPPY 5 MONTHS TO US BABY....!

Do we really know whats going on at the other side?
Do we really know what hes thinking? Hes feeling?
Do we really know what he really wants?
Do we really know what each facial expression means?
Each gestures? Each movements?

The thing is we dont. So girls, dont pretend you know your boyfriends. Cause theyre sometimes unpredictable! =)

just like my darling...hehe...hes like me. complicated. though a lil bit more predictable than me. but i heart him loads! missing him like crazy....<3

KL trip

Just got back from KL; kak wani's engagement party...fun ghilerrrr......ok, back to studying...damn!

can view the pics at my friendster.

The truth.

Above us were the beautiful colourful fireworks.
Around us were people cheering, hugging and feeling the love.
Behind us was kakak with baba sharing their moments together...<3
Behind me was Him.
Plastered on my face was a smile.
Behind that smile?

The irony of it all.

Hanya Kerana Nenek...

I went to visit seri's grandmother just now at changi hospital...she fell and fainted and hurt her head...haizz..i miss her eu noe...i hugged her and kissed her just now...like i dont want to let her go just now...its soo sad to see her lying on the bed...but she's still as cheery as ever...i love her eu noe, just like my own nenek...i was so shocked to hear she was admitted...i straightaway bathe and get ready to see her sia...not a second wasted...i love herrrr!!!! (i miss her sambal paru and sambal belachan)

Dear nenek,
Jaga kesihatan nenek k? Nek kena makan ubat tau...jangan lupa...makan makanan yang betul2 nek...kalau rasa nak pengsan ke aper nek cepat2 duduk...jgn panjat2 tau nek...hidayah rindu nenek dan sayang nenek...<3 =)

Aziemah, Seri
Thank you for informing me...=) nice to see eu both again...

PPP,
good luck to us tomorrow sia...

Muhammad ridzwan,
you made me laugh so bad just now...hehhe =) lurb2 & miss you sayang...

Run Run RUNNN!

Running those miles.
Running away from the chaotic mind.
Can i?
Issit ever possible?

Went jogging with dearie yesterday...
Been awhile since i jogged 2.4km.
Sure did give me stitches yesterday...

I love him <3
Miss you dear!

Submitting to my emotions.

Im losing grip.
Whats happening?

Cry.

Its burning me..burning every inch of my heart.
The word gone still lingers in my mind...is this true, i ask of myself?
Am i wallowing myself in the world of regrets or am i just missing them?

I am remembered of those memories.
Memories which are now remained as just that.
Those smiles, i could still see.
Only in my mind and dreams.

Those precious gifts still lay beside me.
Those pictures still kept.
Those cards still read.

Them.
They will never leave my heart and soul.
Them, whom i discard.
Due to my own selfishness?
Maybe, no?

I was sincere.
But can sincerity be measured?
Anger. Hate.
Those were emotions.
But they can never defeat words.
Cause words could be as sharp as a knife.
Cutting and slithing your throat.

Red. Blood. Hurt.
Oozing out from the purest skin.
Killing them.
Them, the memories.

Cry.

When youre gone...

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it ok
I miss you

Happy Birthday Singapore!

HAPPY 42ND BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

MAJULAH SINGAPURA...keep on striving! heheh...whooo...the NDP parade this year at marina bay is damn awesome...usually i'll be bored halfway with the performances...i would only watch the marching part...the rest would bore me...but this year's the performances are like very edgy and very hip and very modern and very stunning!The quality is very remarkable and enlightening...damn, im proud to be a Singaporean...

Can you imagine life without peace and harmony? Like other countries for eg, having wars and all. Oh God, i thank You for making Singapore the safiest place..i swear i feel safe here. Its like youre really protected and you have confidence in the military defence of the country. Kudos to all the hard work Singapore...and kudos to us Singaporeans who never fail to achieve better things.

Yes, life is hard here but it teaches us something that through these hard times we come upon creativity, analytical skills, speed and resourcefullness.

hehe..suddenly i feel patriotic. why not? after watching troy, whow this heart of mine even want to die for Singapore...hahaha

"DO YOU KNOW WHATS THERE? ITS IMMORTALITY! TAKE IT, ITS YOURS!" hehe. extracted from Troy.

baby, i miss you. ALOT...

ALONE

Watched "Alone" with Baby yesterday. Its about this siamese twin being separated after so many years being "stuck" together. One of the twin died-Pim. But the other twin-Ploy was damn evil la. There was this guy named Wee who loved Pim from the first time he saw her. And Pim loved him too. But Ploy likes him too. So, she damn jealous and killed her own sister by choking her. (She cannot control her emotions. She actually cried after killing her. Some psychology thingy.) Then Ploy actually pretended to be Pim and managed to convince Wee that she is Pim. So they both loved each other and moved to Korea while her mother who knows about the secret stayed in Thailand. When her mother was sick, Wee asked "Pim" to go and see her mother. Thats when all secrets were revealed and the real Pim's soul came back and haunt the real Ploy.

(Ok, my explaination might be confusing. AKA go and watch d show. Its damn nice! i like the twisted ending!)

...the movie damn scary lah...actually more to like terkejut kinda thing. hehe, i even woke baby up from his sleep. hehe...i practically jumped off my seat many times sia..i swear! literally! sheesh! lucky thing gt my dearest boyfriend. i guess if i watch with my friends, i would already have screamed.

its the feeling of security and being safe that boyfriends always give their girlfriends. i mean, thats what i feel.

i love you dear. and im sorry for the earlier part of the day...ILY! <3

p.s: hehe...you look sexy in the new shades i chose for you! wheee!