tears.

the tears i cried...that was for you...
im just a second choice.
priorities she set, neglected i felt.

Siak ah.

WHAT ELSE DO YOU WANT FROM HER?
REVENGE? PUNISHMENT? SATISFACTION?

Tolong.
Jadi manusia, sila ada hati perut.

eh!

I miss you...
i really do...
i just wanna see you.

busy, busy, busy...
make some time for me can?
or do i have to make an appointment
just to see you?

haiz.

Its hurting me.

We live in our own perfect lil world...
Basking in all the happiness
And taking things for granted
All the love we get
We take it for granted.

how about kids our there
being abused
emotionally,physically,mentally,sexually
shouldnt they get some happiness too?

those cries wont be heard
those sorrows remained as a secret
those pain and suffering keeps them out from the world
and here we are complaining about out parents?

it scares me
when i read books, read articles, seen videos
at how these parents turned to animals
even animals care for their young.
That goes to show theyre worse than animals.
GOSH!

Protect our young ones.
Stop child abuse.
Please.

SHUT UP!

Its running thin.
The patience is running thin, i swear.
Urgh!!!

Thats all you know.
Scream.

For once shut up,
And see and listen.
Before you scream.

ARGH!

Im already there.

Sometimes i wish im invincible.
SO i can watch everyone.
Without them noticing or judging me.
So i can touch peoples heart.
Without them knowing.

As clear as the water.
As pure as white.
As deep as a secret.

I yearned for something.
But pain surrounds me everytime.
Running away from the pouring rain.
From the masking smiles, applaude and praises.

Would you help me understand me?
Cause i need help.

I need you.
Like how i breathe the air.
Like how love needs a soul to complete it.

Sisters, we speak of it.
Sisters, we portray it.
Sisters,
i miss it.

Its grey now.
Sky is bleakly clear but at times when things get cloduy, tend to find the shade.
Dont wanna get caught in the rain.
Or fighting it.
Savouring the few moments i have.

Take a look around.
Im the shadow on the ground.
Im your imaginary friend.
I know im in your prayers.
I know im already there.

Will i be there in your heart till the end?

Dear All.

Dear God, im sorry.
To all ive disappointed, im sorry.

Again, hidayah...!!!

Baby, im sorry for yesterday.
For not waiting for you.
For throwing my tantrums at you.

I feel so bad.

I love you baby.

Baby, im sorry. =(

Im sorry sayang...I didnt know you were having bad days recently. I should have given you some leeway...im sorry. I want to be there for you...Im really sorry.

*i badly wanted a hug from you. for a week, thats all i wanted.*

look what youve missed.
living like this.
nobody wins.

baby, im sorry.

Thanks.

I actually dressed up for you today.
Thanks, for nothing.

What if...?

Have you ever wondered whether you have done enough good in this life?
Ever thought whether youve been a filial son/daughter and carried out all responsibilities well?
Ever wondered whether your friends will remember you?
Ever wished that your loved partner will always love you till the end of time?

What if we find out that we are gonna leave this world the next minute. What will you do?
What if we woke up early in the morning to find ourselves 6 foot deep in the ground instead of our comfy lil beds?
What if the first phonecall we got was our loved one has passed on?

Done enough to show you love them?
Done enough to make sure you care?
Done enough to shower them with every possible sweet things eu can?

Treasure them. Before you lose them.