loneliness, i'm sorry

mood: empty
music listening to: dear life-anthony hamilton
crazy desire: hug baby and say im sorry

I miss him. Missing him so much. The night seemed so still and lonely. I shouldnt have carried on with the argument. I could have stopped it when he apologized. But the STUPID me carried on. Fck. I hate myself for doing that.

Baby, im sorry. Im gonna be here for you ok? Im so sorry. IMY & ILY.