the royal family.

Dearest God,

please help my loved ones who are going through their own plight.

a girl. who just wanted to get engaged. but there are obstacles. challenges. steering her away from her course of future. is this the way things are suppose to go? just because there are other family commitments? because of there are irresponsible human beings on this surface of the earth not wanting to take care of their own parents?

a girl. went through what i did. its painful to see her going through and taking the same step as i did before. the state of denial. the state of falling too deeply in love fer the guy and cannot bring myself out of that hole. stuck. at nowhere. at my own dreams. wishes.

and when i realised that its just a dream, it was too late. i have fallen in love with him.

But all has changed. im busy with productions cuming up. distractions. i love distractions.

girl. i wish you all the luck with him. im praying hard he is not like andre adeen. im wishing so hard you'll not end up like me a lost soul. im dreaming so hard to make sure it'll become a reality for you.

to my queen and king,
mum dad i love you and thanks for understanding my tight schedule.

to the future kings,
please do well for your exams.

to all my beautiful princesses,
ama, aziemah, farah, seri, jannah, faz, fie, wan2,hinna,charm
princess hiesha love you always.

to my handsome princes,
ferooze,irsyad
princess hiesha's missing you always.

and to those wicked guys who have broke all the girls' hearts,
go to hell bastards!