STRENGTH OF THE LADIES...

i can do this.
i noe i can.
i noe i will.

its tough. noone never said it was easy.
and ive always broken my own promises.
and dissapoint myself.

but im gonna stop now.
but i need more help than before this time.
and i shall name some names who are already with me on this journey.

first and foremost,
siti fairuz. my cousin. my sister. my bestfriend. my cik salmah.
she made me think. she made sure i dont use my feelings to make a decision. and also disallow me to make hasty decisions. think before u do anything. dont just feel. thats wad she said. she taught me not to think with my heart. and i hafta learn to accept reality. thanks sis. i owe you one.

next,
amalina juhari. my bitch. my sister. my life.
you were there for me all night that day giving me advice. you helped me alot. you made my tears dry up. i love you baabe. noone can replace ya. thank you for all youve done. i know i can count on you. yes its not easy to be amalina's fren but once u are her fren, its difficult not to be her fren. shes d best ama you can ever get. my best friend.

izam. my brother. my dude.
hes been there fer me all my life. aha. thx fer d advice that dae dude. love ya...

bambang,
bambang is my fren in poly. a good guy fren. thanks fer making me realise how stupid ive been. i needed a guys point of view and u were there fer me. thank you so much..

my love. my gurlfrens-seri zie ama
i love you all. tho i didnt haf the opportunity to tell u guys yet whats going on i will soon. very soon. insyallah when we meet up. i love you all. and i wanna hug u gurls real badly. love you girls so much. nooone can haf a clique like us. we're the best ever. like sisters already.

ooze.
thanks fer cheering me up and always be there at the perfect time. ahha love you dude!

jannah.
thanks for reading my blog and the fact that you asked me whether i am ok touched me alot. thank you so much and im soo sorrie that i didnt wish you on your birthday!!!1
NOW I SHALL WISH YOU A BIGGG HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! HOPE THIS YEAR WILL BE DIFFERENT FOR YOU AND YOU WILL FIND ALL THE HAPPINESS YOU DESERVE. MAY YOU BE SURROUNDED WITH YOU FRIENDS AND FAMILY AND SOON TO BE A LOVELY GUY ALWAYS...HEHE TAKE CARE DARLING!

aisyah.
didnt noe u read my blog too. aha thx fer asking whether im oryte. nice and very touching indeeed. well. hope lifes going on well fer ya. take care.

and to all other readers,
thank you fer ur care n concern. heart ya'll.

and lastly to the person who put me into this plight.
ma gurls gonna make me strong.