my dear sister siti fairuz, loving you always. and adeen this heart yearns for you.
i am feelin really empty...
came across this song while i was at bugis library with ooze while waiting fer yusry to come and meet us. made me think alot about adeen...haiz these hands of mine are so tempted to just press the three words i am sorry and send that text message to him but lucky thing i was smsing fifi seri and yus at that point of time so it sorta distract me. i am struggling to forget it. struggling to stop this weak heart of mine from feeling like im at a loss. struggling to stop myself from apologizing to him. struggling to pretend that i am fine and i dont need him. why should i hurt myself like this? a question that i myself am unable to answer.
that day was a blast. took my mind of alot of things. at first was kinda bad. ahha i made fiqah cry. ahha cuz she didnt do my work. i didnt scold her. just that when i hugged her and asked whether she was angry at me she cried. haiz kesian lah pulak. but well i hafta be firm. love her. that kid. ehhe...
then was supposed to go outwit yusry. waited fer his sms and call fer like ages. ahha...his momma told me he was still asleep. i was pissed initially. lucky thing my saviour ferooze sms me and we went out to library bugis while waiting fer fifi and seri dearest. on my way there yusry smsed me saying he was siap-ing. nonsense sia him. ahaha. den all of us met up. had our break fast together. we had sooo much fun. he was crappin all d way. glad that all my friends enjoyed his company. ahah especially that someone. ahahha....so farnie lah he...seri hope u like ur prezzy...its not tt much tho. eheh
after that me and fifi had a girls night out to geylang. ahha cuz d rest had to go home n yus had to go meet up his fren jammin. so me n fifi went out. geylang was aite. tho not like last time but much betta then bugis nyer bazaar. much much betta. then had a long chat abt drama at coffee bin. was so much fun. ahha made a fool of ourselves. SARIMAH SARIMAH! ahahha...private joke!
we then went hoome. she slept over my place. had anotha long talk. was sooo relieving fer me. we misssed each oda so much. ahha i need her in my life as she makes me think straight. you make me feel so much betta sis...i love you beb! SARIMAH SARIMAH! ahaha..love you dear sis! muakz!
then d next dae we had malay drama. abg anwar was so professional. very inspiring. den had anoda lepakin session. oklah. ahha then went to fifi's house. we slept like pigs that morning after sahur. ahha woke up like 12. ahah been long man since i did that. i tink like d last time was a week ago. darn! ahhaha
well, here goes d lyrics.
hurt-christina aguilera
Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were, but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today
Ooh, oohI would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I wanna call you
But I know you won't be there
Ohh I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you
Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just wanna hide 'cause it's you I miss
And it's so hard to say goodbye
When it comes to this, oooh
Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes
And see you looking back
Ohh I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself, ohh
If I had just one more day
I would tell you how much that I've missed you
Since you've been away
Ooh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line
To try and turn back time
I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you
came across this song while i was at bugis library with ooze while waiting fer yusry to come and meet us. made me think alot about adeen...haiz these hands of mine are so tempted to just press the three words i am sorry and send that text message to him but lucky thing i was smsing fifi seri and yus at that point of time so it sorta distract me. i am struggling to forget it. struggling to stop this weak heart of mine from feeling like im at a loss. struggling to stop myself from apologizing to him. struggling to pretend that i am fine and i dont need him. why should i hurt myself like this? a question that i myself am unable to answer.
that day was a blast. took my mind of alot of things. at first was kinda bad. ahha i made fiqah cry. ahha cuz she didnt do my work. i didnt scold her. just that when i hugged her and asked whether she was angry at me she cried. haiz kesian lah pulak. but well i hafta be firm. love her. that kid. ehhe...
then was supposed to go outwit yusry. waited fer his sms and call fer like ages. ahha...his momma told me he was still asleep. i was pissed initially. lucky thing my saviour ferooze sms me and we went out to library bugis while waiting fer fifi and seri dearest. on my way there yusry smsed me saying he was siap-ing. nonsense sia him. ahaha. den all of us met up. had our break fast together. we had sooo much fun. he was crappin all d way. glad that all my friends enjoyed his company. ahah especially that someone. ahahha....so farnie lah he...seri hope u like ur prezzy...its not tt much tho. eheh
after that me and fifi had a girls night out to geylang. ahha cuz d rest had to go home n yus had to go meet up his fren jammin. so me n fifi went out. geylang was aite. tho not like last time but much betta then bugis nyer bazaar. much much betta. then had a long chat abt drama at coffee bin. was so much fun. ahha made a fool of ourselves. SARIMAH SARIMAH! ahahha...private joke!
we then went hoome. she slept over my place. had anotha long talk. was sooo relieving fer me. we misssed each oda so much. ahha i need her in my life as she makes me think straight. you make me feel so much betta sis...i love you beb! SARIMAH SARIMAH! ahaha..love you dear sis! muakz!
then d next dae we had malay drama. abg anwar was so professional. very inspiring. den had anoda lepakin session. oklah. ahha then went to fifi's house. we slept like pigs that morning after sahur. ahha woke up like 12. ahah been long man since i did that. i tink like d last time was a week ago. darn! ahhaha
well, here goes d lyrics.
hurt-christina aguilera
Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were, but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today
Ooh, oohI would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I wanna call you
But I know you won't be there
Ohh I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you
Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just wanna hide 'cause it's you I miss
And it's so hard to say goodbye
When it comes to this, oooh
Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes
And see you looking back
Ohh I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself, ohh
If I had just one more day
I would tell you how much that I've missed you
Since you've been away
Ooh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line
To try and turn back time
I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you
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