sick.

i just needed him badly today.
is that too much to ask for?
is that too much to expect from your own boyfriend?
is that too much of a burden to you?

it feels like someone is hammering my head.
and poking needles in my stomach.
and my whole body is shivering feeling cold.

and all i need was you.
instead you blame me for not being understanding.

i was very disappointed. very disappointed.