Pentas:Rahsia

Amazing amazing experience.

An opportunity to write script and direct and act at the same time.
I swear halfway i felt like giving up.
Cause too many responsibilities to bear.
But looking at kakak and how many more she had to handle,
I felt mine was just a minor one.
And i continued the journey.
Bringing Titisan up the ladder.

Went throught countless rehearsals.
Staying back till late night.
Mugging at night writing scripts.
Which seemed endless.

Everyday nearing the Pentas was like exhausting.
With emotions i was coping.
Being the weak character that im supposed to play.
Being pushed. Tortured. And accused.
Was all for the character.

DURING THE DAY ITSELF:
though there were many technical errors.
my kain got stuck with the fake flowers.
me getting in the way of the closed curtains.
but like i told my babies...''THE SHOW MUST GO ON''

DEAREST TITISAN BABIES,
you guys were the reason why i continued.
the determination to showcase your talents.
to play the character.
to wanna do IT.
amazes me.

bak kata sidek,
''KEIKHLASAN''
and thats what we had.
and thats what we did.

thank you to those who made it happen.
who worked their ass off for the show.
thank you for your commitment, determination and strength.

to the directors-kakak, lela, hydil
no matter what happened,
no matter what they say,
you guys did it.
the show did happen.
thank you.
for having faith.
for making it happen.

to sidek, fid, ili, mas
thank you dearest...
for the constant sincere feedbacks and comments.
your words are the most precious thing.
i swear.

kakak,
your strength amazes me.
i love you.
you're no longer my shadow.
but my light.
the guidance to my thoughts.
i love you.
and will always be there to support you.

to all those who came,
thank you for the support...
truly appreciate it...
the flowers that my darlings/sisters gave me-seri,farah,zie,ferooze
the presence of wan's friends
the presence of my close buddies
the presence of 'the family'-fie,baba,mas
and of course MY FAMILY
THEY WHO UNDERSTOOD THE LATE2 NIGHTS OF COMING HOME
THEY WHO NAG NAG NAG BUT STILL PAID FOR THE 6 DOLLARS TO WATCH ME
THEY WHO SUPPORTED ME

love all of you.
thanks for making it happen.

Dear God,
alhamdulillah.
its over.