Tuesday, November 06, 2007

shit happens.

DAMN EMOTIONAL.

i heard eu the other time.
pretended that i didnt.
it was obvious.
really obvious.
just say it out loud.
i cant force eu to make me your bestfriend.

i changed the featured friends.
but you both made a pact to bring me down from yours.
fine.
now, i have noone in my featured.
i hope all's happy.

im fucking sick.
im puking every single day.
im fucking tired.
you want to meet me, you find me.
if not, dont bother to try hidayah.

Merah, just please beat the hell out of me.
so i kinda forget the emotional pain im in.
torture me.
kill every inch of me with every move eu make.
pretty please.

im sick of living this life of mine.

to whoever abigail is, thanks for that outspoken words of yours. freedom of speech indeed. thank you. hope me feeling this way is making eu jumping for joy. and for your info, i dont give a fuck about you.

3 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

shit happens.yup
be strong.
no words of poetic beauty
can help.
but you know i'll be der.wen u need me.

"cekalkan hati...n be strong"
a certain hiesha used to tell me...

3:26 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

yet again.you still call them your friends.Friends dont do this to you.they don't.

11:04 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

adik mok..

u know wat d prob is... u are always not around u see... do u realize dat at first you are the one who always not around and etc? dats the ting... sometimes ppl need you to be around too.. just like how u need them and they are there for you. But sometimes, when they need you to be there.. u disappear wif other groups that you have. thats why sometimes ppl feel distant from you...

like how i am nowadays. but its partly becos of work. so i have no choice. but u, u d one who can meet the rest every single time... take dat opportunity.

i tink you really need to find dat someone(s) that u really call ur best buddy or syg or etc. cos for now, if u realize.. u call all ur fren that kinda nicks. Until that words have no more effects and meaning.

u take care k. our house very near.. anyting call me. k. dont be soo emo. k

12:45 AM  

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