my dear, im sorry.

the pain that he had to go through was tremendous.
when i said goodbye, i crushed his every dreams.
when i asked him to let it go, i could hear the disappointment in his voice.

am i being selfish?

all i wanted was to stop lying to myself.
stop forcing myself.
stop deceiving him.
stop leading him on further.

am i being selfish?
and mean?

yes.
the moments spent was wonderful.
but feelings cant be forced can it?

i am truly disappointed with my actions.
i have disappointed alot of people around me.
im sorry.
im being selfish.

im sorry.