You know the feeling of being sick?
Like helpless and feel sooo...ergh.
Yeah, thats how i feel.
Like im dragging my feet to walk.
Dont even have the energy to smile.
Like i have to force myself to smile.
And at times i feel like anytime, i could just drop on the ground.
And faint or die.
Haha. Dont know la. Just feel so sick.

And im not thinking.
I was crossing the road just now when the traffic light clearly showed red. But i still crossed. And i saw an oncoming car coming fast. But i still crossed. And im not even running to cross the road. I was dragging my two feet to walk faster. WALK FASTER and not RUNNING! i cant think!

i just feel as if im on the clouds or something. like in a daze. my mind's so clouded. dont know about what.

i wanna puke. im fucking hungry but nothing seems appealing to me except for COKE! which is NOT food. haiyooo...ive been drinking endlessly.

and i even have cold sweat at times.
signs of death?
oh dear.