FAT. TERKEHEL. GUYS.

fat pig. fat piece of shit. fat girl. fat daughter. FAT!

i was initially damn depressed earlier in the day. yes i know lahh ive put on weight and i noe im fucking ugly...fuck lahh....

went to the jemputan crapp...yearh it was crapp!!! the whole event is soo draggy and boring...i was so bored and sleepy and pissed and tired and fucked up.

but well shit happens.

i was made to sing during the jemputan thingy. sang wit cik bob. haha....was farnie cuz d song i hafta tarik my voice n yearh...duhh terkehel and hahah dunno sum parts and went out of tune...haha but that was d only interesting and fun thing i did todae besides at madrasah..hahaha....

why i agreed to freaking sing?

haha i oso dno y..but yearhh tho i noe my voice sux like crapp i just wanted to try...wanted to get rid of this malu feeling..hahah...hilangkan kemaluan...nyahahahaz.....hopefully as time somes...i will improve...insyallah...

and for my crappy singing gt present summore. i dno weder d dj deaf or sth. ahhahah...but yearh appreciated the gift. ahhaha...owels...

now its already 1 am plus n still not aslp yet. fifi is here. sleeping beside me...hey dun think stooopid stuffs ehh...we alwaes slp at each other's places...her home is like my 2nd home...her momma is like my momma..my ibu is like her ibu....just try to sound that u understand everything or else ill feel im tt dumb. ahhahah

guys...why cnt they get it into their freaking head that once u made a mistake dun u ever repeat it mann...especially when ur talking about having affairs and all...why are you destroying what you have built and established so far? cmon guys...im sure you people are better than this!!!

please stop hurting my friends....

girls...be strong..no matter what you are facing, know that god will be there for you and im alwaaes here for you....love you babes....